Consider Me Gone.

Do you know that song "Who's That Lady?" It's a song referring to a woman of principle. A woman so confident in who she is that she floats through a room without so much as a backwards glance at the guys who treat her like she isn't worth all that she knows she is.

I want to be that girl.

I haven't been for quite a while, it's crazy how love blinds you to things. It's even crazier when the blinders come off and you realize what is actually going on. A woman of principle has a learned knowledge of who she is and how she should be treated, she also has an understanding of it.

I know who I am in the eyes of God and while, because I haven't been treated the most wonderful in the past, I don't have a complete understanding of my worth, I do know what I deserve and I do know that I am worth something, every woman is. And any guy who treats a girl like she isn't worth anything, is not a man of principle, and not a man you want to be involved with.

God's word says: "Find a virtuous woman, for her price is far above rubies"

THAT is how God thinks of you, as a jewel. THAT is how you are supposed to be treated. THAT is God's best, and why would you settle for less than the best God has prepared for you?

Here is my favorite song right now, it sums up pretty much everything.

Every time I turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather, I can feel you all but shutting down. And when I need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now.

What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...

If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone

With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean, there is nothing i've ever tried to hide. So when you leave with me not knowing where you're going I start thinking that we're looking at goodbye.

How about a strong shot of honesty, I think you owe that to me...

If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone.

Consider me a memory.
Consider me the past.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.

If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
Consider me gone.

Just consider me gone.