"You can't focus. Jumping every time your phone rings. Checking your texts a hundred times a day. Wishing you could write songs. Feeling the need to bring up her name in random conversations...."

I want this.

Feeling Behind?

“God gives you just enough time to do His Will. If you always feel behind, you’re trying to do more than he intended.” - Rick Warren

What usually happens is that when we feel behind, we work harder, which creates more stress, & we work longer, which creates more tension in our personal life. It’s a vicious cycle.

One way to tell if you’re doing more than he intended is to evaluate whether or not you are spending sufficient time doing the things that He has said are most important. How’s your time with God each day? How’s your time with your significant other? How’s your time with other believers? If your answers are “very little” or “non-existent,” you are doing more than he intended & neglecting the things that He’s said are most important.

Get on a schedule & prioritize the most important things. If you don’t, the most important things will take last place & you’ll look back on your life with regret.

A stopping point.

There comes a point in everything you do.. well, everything that you put serious effort into, that you just hit a wall. You're done. You can only put so much effort into something before, if you don't start seeing a change, you quit. Which is where I am. Today. After, well, too long, I've hit that wall.

I dont think its hard to fight for something, at least not to me anyways. If it matters to me, I will fight for it, until I just can't anymore. So, therefore, I don't think the hard part is fighting, I think the hard part is letting go. It's a process that is applied to everything in life. Although, to all those readers out there, I would recommend fighting until the very end for anything you want in life worth having.. because if you don't, you will quit with regrets. You may get burned, but fight fearlessly until you hit a point, and you will hit it, trust me.

Then, just let it go. Life is too short to waste who you are on something, whether it be tangible or not, or someone.. it really is. This may be your last week to live, how do you know it's not? So, fight for whatever it is that enriches your life, and let go of the things that you know you need to let go of.

Confliction

Im at a crossroads.. I need to revamp this thing. There is so many things I want to do.. so many thoughts go through my head in a day about the person I see myself being and the things I see myself doing.. Im trying to make a vision board, but why can't I finish it....

Why do we hold on to things we know aren't good for us? Good thought to ponder in my opinion. And people may argue saying to just let it go if its not good for you.. but if you take a step back you will realize that you're doing it too..

But maybe these things inspire you, push you, give you strength you never thought you have, make you think like you never have, make you feel things that you didn't know you would..? Maybe.

- there is alot of things I hold on to that aren't good for me.

Its strange where we get inspiration from..

P.S. I officially love Tori Spelling and her adorable life.. she reminds me of myself, if you would like to see what that is, watch Tori & Dean Home Sweet Hollywood.

I need a fearless love

Don't need to fear the end

If you can't hold me now

You will never hold me again.

I want to live my life

Pursuing all my happiness

I want a fearless love

I won't settle for anything less.


"When I watched you walk away well I never         thought I'd say... I'm fine without you"